God didn’t forget about me, like I thought He might have. For about five years now, I have felt forgotten by God. It has felt like one hit after another. Health struggles, financial strain, hardships in my marriage, my child’s health issues, losing friends, losing income, losing pets… multiple pets, health scares with family., vet bill after vet bill. The list goes on. My mental health eventually crashed so hard last year that it landed me in a 12 week IOP (Intensive outpatie

Have you ever wondered why Jesus so often spoke in parables instead of just saying things plainly? Well first, the Old Testament said he would... Wouldn’t it have been easier if He simply said, “Here’s what this means”? But instead, He told stories about farmers sowing seed, shepherds searching for lost sheep, or a father waiting for his prodigal son to come home. I’ve often thought about that, and the more I reflect on it, the more I see the wisdom in it. Jesus didn’t just w

After a long break from leading international group trips, I’m excited to share that I have two upcoming pilgrimages, and you’re invited. I am not planning frequent trips again or trying to travel the world. I am committing to one intentional pilgrimage per year. It may not cover a lot of ground, but my hope is that it will leave a deep spiritual impact. Unlike my past group trips, these will not be large groups of people heading out to explore fun destinations. These are dif

There is a sin that Scripture names that almost no one talks about. I'm just going to say it…Gluttony We hear sermons about sexual immorality, gossip, drunkenness, lying, stealing, adultery, witchcraft, money, idol worship, almost every category under the sun. Rarely do we hear about appetite, yet the Bible does not ignore it. Proverbs 23:20–21 warns against being among “gluttonous eaters of meat” and pairs gluttony with drunkenness in the same breath. Deuteronomy 21:20 descr

First off, I want to say clearly that I am not a Zionist. That being said, I do support a Jewish homeland for historical, ethical, and security reasons. I oppose antisemitism and support Jewish safety. I affirm Israel’s right to exist as a modern state. I am also not okay with what is happening in Gaza. The suffering and starvation of civilians is wrong, and no covenant, government, or security claim excuses it. What I do not believe is that modern Israel is the kingdom of Go

For years, honestly, for decades, I’ve found myself curious about what the earliest Christians actually did. I’d read Scripture, look up passages, talk with friends who wondered about the same things, and think out loud about what church must have been like before buildings, denominations, and traditions developed. But I never did a super deep dive into the history behind it. I looked at the biblical pieces… but not always the context. Lately, something in me finally wanted t

Evening has always carried weight in the Christian life because evening is a threshold. It is the moment when labor ends, when vigilance fades and when the day is no longer something we can manage. Evening does not demand reflection or stillness from us; it exposes the reality that we must hand the day over. The ancient word for this hour is Vesper. Vesper comes from the Latin vespera, meaning evening. It does not mean night or sleep. It names the span of time after the sun h

What it Lent? How do Christians practice it, and how to approach it with clarity and conscience. Every year, Lent comes around and it tends to surface questions. Some are practical., some are theological and some are deeply personal. I have asked many of them myself. What exactly is Lent? Is it biblical, or tradition layered on top of Scripture? Why do some Christians observe it seriously while others avoid it entirely? And how do different traditions, including Messianic Jud

Throughout Scripture, Jesus makes something unmistakably clear; children matter deeply to God. Jesus did not treat children as an interruption or a footnote. He welcomed them, defended them, and used them as living examples of faith. “Let the little children come to Me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.” - Matthew 19:14 “Whoever welcomes one such child in My name welcomes Me.” - Matthew 18:5 “Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one

Did Jesus Really Go to Hell? This entire study began because I was reading through the Apostles’ Creed. One of the oldest summaries of Christian belief and a single line stopped me: “He descended into hell.” It made me pause. Honestly, it wasn’t a pause, it stopped me in my tracks. I grew up hearing different teachings, and suddenly I wondered… What does this actually mean? Does Scripture say Jesus went to hell? Why does the creed use that wording? That simple line led me int

I was recently having a conversation with my husband and two of his young friends. We were talking about the scripture, “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.” — Matthew 5:5 We were discussing how the word “meek” is often misunderstood today. Many people hear it and assume it means “weak,” “soft,” or “easily pushed around,” but that is not what Jesus meant. In the original language, meekness refers to power under control; like a trained war horse: strong, di

I’ve struggled with insomnia on and off since high school. Over the years, I’ve tried many Christian sleep podcasts and bedtime routines. Some were helpful, most weren’t. The most common problem with podcasts and youtube sleep vidoes was loud ads. There is nothing worse than finally relaxing, only to be jolted awake by an unexpected advertisement or sudden shift in volume. For a sleep-focused podcast, that felt especially disruptive. You will never find that here. I wanted t

Beware, brothers and sisters and also beware if you are seeking. Scripture warns us repeatedly that not everyone who uses the name of Jesus is truly following Him. Some groups look Christian, sound Christian, quote Scripture, and even claim to be the “original” or “restored” church; yet they present a different Jesus, a different gospel, and a different path to salvation. Jesus Himself cautioned us: “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing but inwardly a

Did Jesus Found the Catholic Church? One of the most debated questions in Christianity is whether Jesus Himself founded the Catholic Church, or whether the Catholic Church developed later as one expression of the Christian faith. To answer this well, we must look carefully at Scripture, early Church history, and how different Christian traditions understand continuity with the apostolic Church. What Jesus Established (AD 30–33): Jesus did not leave behind a Vatican, canon law

A Beginner’s Guide to Advent Wreaths: History, Meaning, Traditions, and Prayers (Catholic & Protestant) If you’ve been in the Christian world for any length of time, you’ve probably heard the word Advent. And like me, maybe you’ve always associated it with Advent calendars full of chocolates, tiny toys, or little gifts. I’ve been aware of Advent since childhood… but honestly? My understanding stopped at calendars. I never realized it had any spiritual depth, any history, or t

Was Jesus Crucified on a Cross or a Stake? A careful look at Scripture, language, history, and why this debate persists From time to time, Christians encounter the claim that Jesus was not crucified on a cross, but on a simple upright stake or pole. This idea is often presented as a correction — sometimes even as a test of faithfulness — implying that much of Christianity has been mistaken or even deceived for centuries. Every decade or so, I’ll hear someone bring this up aga

Is There a “Right Way” to Worship? Buckle up, this is going to be a bumpy ride . . . These are my thoughts, questions, and the search for what God really wants** Is there a right way to worship? What does the Bible say? What is worship, biblically speaking? How did they worship in the Bible? How do God and Jesus say we are to worship? Did Jesus worship? And then the whole thing with David dancing—was that worship? What was going on there? I know he’s known for dancing before

Let’s have a Real Conversation About Catholic Teaching, Mary, Jesus’ Siblings, Tradition, Purgatory, Saints, and the Reformation. OK, so I’ve been thinking … A lot, actually. And since this is my little corner of the internet, I figured I’d just sit down and invite you into my brain for a minute (or many minutes 😅). This is not polished theology or me thinking “I have it all figured out.” This is me, Bible open, tabs open, heart open; trying to understand what’s true. I’m no

What is prayer? Understanding the word and the practice made me completely change the way I pray, as well as the way I view prayer. If you ask ten different people what “prayer” means, you’ll likely hear ten different answers. Some think of it as asking God for help. Others picture a quiet moment of reflection. And many people (even Christians) aren’t always sure how to define it. So let’s begin with the simplest starting point, the dictionary. According to the Merriam-Webste

“I Came to Bring Fire . . .” - Luke 12:49–53 Recently, I was listening to the daily readings on one of my Bible apps when a passage I’ve read/heard countless times suddenly jumped out at me. It stopped me in my tracks, as if I were hearing Jesus’ words for the first time. “I came to cast fire on the earth, and would that it were already kindled! I have a baptism to be baptized with, and how great is my distress until it is accomplished! Do you think that I have come to give p